Surprising

Based on my mood this morning, this post really should be filled with a lot of complaining and moaning. I seriously just did not want to get out of bed today, let alone go to work. Mostly because the night before, I had a conversation with the other family nanny, and she mentioned something that our boss said that made me feel as though I wasn't doing my job well. Add that to a hormonally-induced fit of self-loathing, and that leaves you with a rather unhappy person.

But now, even after working a few hours and being with kids who can be excellent at driving me crazy, I find I can't really complain about anything. Sure my life is far from perfect, and there I times when I feel inexplicably depressed or frustrated. But just this past week alone, I've had so many moments where I'm reminded that all the doubts and angry thoughts I have about myself just aren't true, and I'm really fortunate that my life is the way it is.

So that's all I really wanted to say. And to thank you guys, for you all have also helped me out. More than you guys can realize. So thanks so much. I just wish I could do more for you.